Sometimes, just sometimes, life has a way of working itself out. I've always wanted a person that I could be my unreserved, utterly honest, crazy self with. Sure, I am myself around lots of people. But, I acknowledge that I'm a lot to handle. Some people can't always take the real me at face value. It's like they need a recharge after being around me. I also know that I have a husband that unreservedly loves me. He actually loves, not loves in spite of, the crazy contemplativeness, ridiculous notions, silly antics, and all those other things that make me, well me. But, somehow, it seems there is a different level of connection with my best friend. I can't really explain it, it just is.
So, life sometimes works itself out for you. It provided me with a much needed bestie. I could go through the motions of how we met and got to know one another, but it just seems more like a happy incident. Small random things that could have never been making your life the best version it could possibly be. I happen into conversations quite regular in which someone is asking if you could change something about your life, what would it be. For as long as I remember, I've said nothing. Now, before you think I'm crazy and my life couldn't be perfect, know that I am crazy but my life has nor will ever be perfect. But, one thing rings true, if this magical thing I could wish would have gone differently wouldn't settle me exactly where I am now, I should and would be pissed. Why? Because my life is awesome, ridiculously awesome. Why would I want to put this in jeopardy? Sure it's not perfect, but life itself isn't perfect. Life's roadbumps make life that much more interesting. For example think of one of those days that all the little things seem to be working against you, it's frustrating and you feel out of sorts. Then you randomly see your best friend and you weren't expecting to see them. You have a special moment like you do because they bring out the best in you and all of a sudden, it's a sing with the radio kind of day. You feel happy and can't stop thinking of what a lucky turn of events that was. You know you have your people and that's all that really matters in life. You need to find what matters to you and hold on to that.
Some stuff that matters to me: People that can be real with me and want to know the real me. That special connection. Plus other stuff.
But back to my bestie. He's fantastic. He brings me the giggles like few others can do. Well, technically only one other has done. He channels the best things in me. I don't know how it is I've survived this long without him. Technically, I don't know that he considers me his bestie, but I don't even care, truly. I know that he cares about me and that he has my back in all ways possible. What more is there to need? I certain don't know because I feel like I won the friend lottery. It's as if the thing I've always wanted has finally come to pass. I feel like Anne Shirley when she had found Diana her bosom friend and kindred spirit. It is a friendship in which you can confide your inmost soul. We have that connection and it's divine to have someone to share that love and caring and all that comes with it. It's great to be accepted and loved for who you are. It is even rarer to feel that you have found the awesome-est person in the world and you are able to be their beastie and they are your bestie.